Why am I totally freaking out?

I am so emotional today. Mostly because my pregnancy countdown ticker says 1 month and 1 day!!!!!!! I just feel like a bag of nerves and I'm totally emotional. I feel like I could cry at any moment. I'm so nervous that she is going to come early and catch us unprepared in the middle of the night or something when he is 4 1/2 hrs away. Oh jeez. I need to settle down. Please pray for us that baby Maya decides to come closer to her due date or even better PAST her due date to join all of us!